Love and Sleep

I love my new job.

I love my new apartment.

I am tired.

I never get enough sleep.

I could sleep 48 hours and still want to sleep more. So much to do…

Diagnosed with anemia, which adds to tiredness. Taking vitamins to help. So much left to do before the end of the month and the drive up to Los Angeles now is such a haul.

The unexplained swelling in my feet is going down with a diuretic. My grandpa died the Sunday before last. I’m terrified at work that this is all going to go *poof.*

I am so scared, and no, it’s not working for me to be scared anymore. So I put those fears aside and say, I’m going to smile and try to let my joy shine beyond my fear.