Britney Shaved Her Head

And good for her, I say! I always like to do something a little meaningless and rebellious after getting out of a relationship or when I feel grumpy.

My life, however, is the usual mix. I’m doing tons better emotionally and I’m making positive and healthy changes – slowly. A little too slowly. The big three problems in my life, as usual, are Job, Weight, and Money. Two of these are obviously interrelated. There’s a fourth, but that problem is off the public radar for now.

I’m on an upward swing with my job right now. I’m feeling comfortable there. If I put in more hours, I may be able to pay down some of the debt, but for me, if it’s not a clean sweep I don’t feel its worth it. I’m kind of shocked at how bad the debt is, I didn’t realize. Again, it side-swiped me.

I’m mad about it. It’s a simple math problem, more going out than coming in every month. In the end it comes down to me not working enough hours to make enough money. I feel like I just want to run away from all these issues and start over somewhere new.