not an epic post
Posted by Keiri on April 7th, 2006 filed in UncategorizedSorry for the epic post. I know my usual readers snarfed a bit and then decided to skim or not read at all. It was written mostly for myself and a couple of people who know the person in question, really. It was therapeutic, although in the end, I’m doubting when I will ever get over it all. Even know I feel myself drawn to the email program.. tempted to drop him a good morning…
On another front, possible good news, at very least things are looking up. Will update when things are more.. definite. I should be in bed. I’m even tired. I’m just grumpy and hungry and don’t feel like it.
Oh well.
April 7th, 2006 at 8:08 am
What is a blog for, if not for the author to feel better? I made a decision a long time ago that my blog was for me. The posts would be things that I found interesting. I am perfectly aware that many of the posts are long, drawn out, and boring. And you know what? I don’t care. It made me feel better to write them. And you shouldn’t care either. Write what makes you feel good.
If you are at all like me you probably will never get over it all. It just keeps becoming less and less of an urge but you will always have a weak spot. I mean, look at me. I am posting on your blog while Shanah is staying at my house…