Happy New Year?

Hi folks. I have a miserable cold (with congestion) and I have to fly today (antihistimines ahoy!). For those of you who know a little more about my personal drama, the fact I’m going back to California as scheduled means a few things. First off, it means I tested negative for Cushing’s disease! (again). Secondly, it means I’ve decided to look in Los Angeles for jobs. As predicted by many people, including Andy, I resist change. I have the opportunity to upend myself and go to DC but for whatever reason, even though I like the city more.. I’m not so sure I’m AFRAID of it, but… I feel like for being established in LA right now, to throw that all away and start over is something I’m resistant to. It would be like throwing away five years of trying to make something work – for what? For somewhere I’m not even sure I’d get a job I’d want, an apartment, a life.. for not even sure it would work either. DC is sexier, but I’m not so sure it’s not all the same problems all over again, with a new batch thrown in. And when another choice isn’t on the surface easy to tell it’ll be better, it’s hard to throw away something that’s one-legged, half-assed working. Cuz at least it *is* working.

I dunno. Insert Karen’s favorite phrase here… “I’ll figure it out.” For anyone who doesn’t speak Karen-ese, that means.. Give me time to think about it and I’ll fill you in when I’ve made more of a decision.